Agonizing

I went to a job interview this past tuesday and now i'm just waiting for a response. the smart thing to do would be to just not stop there but keep going to job fairs and looking for places to drop off my resume. however, the job i interviewed for is the one i want. it's my crucial first step to launching myself down that career path in the mental health field. minimum qualification for the job was a high school diploma and compassion for working with people with mental illness. i'm all for it. so why is it that it's been 3 days and i haven't received any phone calls? the wait is agonizing. i'm already talking as if i work there, refering to the job place and what they do and i use the word, "we." like "we" just cleaned the carpets on tuesday so that was my she was unorganized. so with the bare minimum qualifications, i should be more than qualified right? plus, i got word from one of my references that they called to talk about me. that's a good sign!! that means i'm being considered for the job...so why no phone calls yet? i keep checking my phone for any missed calls and if i have the ringer on... ahh, it's an obssessive compulsion. plus, i've seen this position open since the summer! that's 3 months ago this position was available for anyone. AND i'm also a volunteer in one of their branch departments. I'm already somewhat affiliated with the company! ... ahh, just call me and give me the job already. tell me when i can start and i'll be all yours. i will dedicate myself 200% into the job. please please please...

yikes, i sound desperate. i don't care. i really want this job, granted i would get crap from my parents for accepting a job that i'm more than qualified for and at such low pay. ...