Saturday, September 17, 2005

Life for Rent

"Life For Rent"

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
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I have let her tasted me. We have definitely crossed soo many lines and boundaries of our friendship. She has hurt me before, a lot of times. Times when I felt empty inside and she was the cause of it, she wasn't there to help take care of my wound. I remember my pain more than what I'm feeling now.

My pain of the past, she wasn't there. Why is she here now when the good times are rolling. It makes me want to hate her even more.

I have never let anyone get that far with me and she's been there and back and there again.

ok.... I'm not going to decipher all this and make everything mean something. Cuz that's it exactly, not everything is meant to mean something.

Not everything is something.

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