As your stomach falls down the neverending hole

she likes to call us 'lovers'

We haven't really talked about our 'relationship' yet.

Honestly, i dont want to talk about it w/ her. Whatever that is happening. Not everything has to be put into words. It makes this whole affair more magical that way. There's no one to classify who we are or no line of spectrum to place us. We need no future to focus ourselves towards. It's a presence in our lives that cannot be explained anymore but that I love the girl. Sleeping next to her, feeling her breathe and watching her graceful eyes flutter open from time to time. Her warmth is like oxygen to my body. I fucking can't remember if i've loved anyone as much as I love this girl. At the same time that the pain that comes in the future is inevitable, i can't help but fall for her.