Sparkle
Every now and then I find myself tripping on my faults and I always blame myself for it. No more!! I say. I don't want to trip anymore, I don't want to blame myself anymore.
My grades stresses me and worrying about them gets me older and makes me seem like an uptight bitch. I don't like it. I don't like to make myself go study all the time. But in order to do well in my classes, I find myself cooped up at the libraries or cooped up in a study carrel somewhere on campus.
I will sparkle, glitter and shine when I can hit myself in the head and tell myself, that it's ok. Getting a 'C' in my classes is not the most horrendous thing that's gonna happen to me. I know I tried. Knowing that I tried my best is what counts. Who cares if it doesn't fit the admission committee's expectations. I can always try again, or go try somewhere else. It's not THE thing that will make me wholesome. It's just not it.
My grades stresses me and worrying about them gets me older and makes me seem like an uptight bitch. I don't like it. I don't like to make myself go study all the time. But in order to do well in my classes, I find myself cooped up at the libraries or cooped up in a study carrel somewhere on campus.
I will sparkle, glitter and shine when I can hit myself in the head and tell myself, that it's ok. Getting a 'C' in my classes is not the most horrendous thing that's gonna happen to me. I know I tried. Knowing that I tried my best is what counts. Who cares if it doesn't fit the admission committee's expectations. I can always try again, or go try somewhere else. It's not THE thing that will make me wholesome. It's just not it.
posted by extreMEly at 4:52 PM
2 Comments:
Exams aren't everything.
Live life.
haha, thanks. Yeah, I try to keep that in mind a lot. A reminder here and there always makes a better difference.
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