Feeling the high

It amazes me how growing up and watching those who you grew up with change. Yeah, change is good. It makes me miss the olden days. I want to go back to the old days because I'm familiar with them. If I could walk through the days again, I would do it because I already know what's going to happen. Maybe I wouldn't be such a worry wart that I am.

People I know that are doing things, having fun, enjoying life. How does everyone find their place to be themselves on this world? How do they love themselves better each day as the time passes? Where do they go when they don't find what they need? How do people stay strong and wake up to smile the next day?

There are those who live their lives to prove it to another human being, prove that they are worthy to be acknowledged as another human being, worthy of someone's love. While there are others who live for themselves. They smile, dance, and look beautiful for the person they are inside. They make decisions that makes them happy. They work hard to do the things they enjoy. They keep themselves feeling the high from one day to the next. That's it. They feel the high, and only they need to find the strength inside and move on. Dust off the dirty and negative feelings and move onward and upwards.